Hari Hari Ki Mora Karama Ati Manda
Dainya Bodhika Song 1
hari
hari ki mora karama ati manda vraje
rādhā-kṛṣṇa pada, nā bhajinu tila ādha, na
bujhinu rāgera sambandha
O Lord Hari, Lord Hari, how wicked I am! I did not worship the lotus feet of Radha and Krsna in Vrajabhumi even for half a moment, and I am completely unable to understand the mellows of transcendental love.
svarūpa
sanātana rūpa, raghunātha bhaṭṭa yuga bhūgarbha
śrī jīva lokanātha ihā
sabār pāda padma, nā sevinu tila ādha, āra
kise pūribek sādha
Even for half a moment, I did not worship the lotus feet of Srila Svarupa Damodara Gosvami, Srila Sanatana Gosvami, Srila Rupa Gosvami, Srila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, Srila Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami, Srila Gopala Bhatta Gosvami, Srila Bhugarbha Gosvami, Srila Jiva Gosvami and Srila Lokanatha Gosvami. How will it be possible for me to attain my desire?
kṛṣṇa
dāsa kavirāja, rasika bhakata mājha, yehoṅ
koilo caitanya carita gaura
govinda līlā, śunite goloye śilā, tāhāte
nā hoilo mora cita
Among the devotees Krsna dasa Kaviraja is extremely expert at relishing the transcendental nectar of the mellows of love of God. When the stones hear his Caitanya-caritamrta and Govinda Lilamrta, they begin to melt in ecstasy. In spite of this, I have no appreciation in my heart.
se
sab bhakata saṅga, ye korilo tāra saṅga, tāra
saṅge kene nohilo vāsa? ki
mora duḥkera kathā, janama gowainu vṛthā dhik
dhik narottama dāsa
Furthermore, I refuse even to associate with the friends and companions of these great souls. How sad is my tale. I have spent my life uselessly. Fie, fie on Narottama dasa!
Translation
O Lord Hari, Lord Hari, how wicked I am! I did not worship the lotus feet of Radha and Krsna in Vrajabhumi even for half a moment, and I am completely unable to understand the mellows of transcendental love.
Even for half a moment, I did not worship the lotus feet of Srila Svarupa Damodara Gosvami, Srila Sanatana Gosvami, Srila Rupa Gosvami, Srila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, Srila Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami, Srila Gopala Bhatta Gosvami, Srila Bhugarbha Gosvami, Srila Jiva Gosvami and Srila Lokanatha Gosvami. How will it be possible for me to attain my desire?
Among the devotees Krsna dasa Kaviraja is extremely expert at relishing the transcendental nectar of the mellows of love of God. When the stones hear his Caitanya-caritamrta and Govinda Lilamrta, they begin to melt in ecstasy. In spite of this, I have no appreciation in my heart.
Furthermore, I refuse even to associate with the friends and companions of these great souls. How sad is my tale. I have spent my life uselessly. Fie, fie on Narottama dasa!