Sri Guru Vaisnava Krpa
Ucchvasa : Prarthana Lalasmayi Song 2
sri-guru-baisnaba-krpa kota dine
habe upadhi-rahita-rati citte upajibe
After how many days will I get the mercy of the spiritual master and the devotees, which will awaken pure love devoid of designations, in my heart?
kabe siddha-deha mor haibe prakasa
sakhi dekhaibe more jugala-bilasa
When, oh when will my perfect spiritual body become manifest so that a confidential girlfriend of Sri Radha will show me the conjugal pastimes of the Divine Couple?
dekhite dekhite rupa hoibo batula
kadamba-kanane ja'bo tyaji ' jati kula
In an instant I will take on the form of a mad woman, and will rush to the kadamba forest, renouncing all of my family members.
sveda kampa pulakasru baibarnya praloy
stambha swarabheda kabe hoibe udoy
When will I then experience the awakening of the eight sattvika ecstatic symptoms such as perspiring, shivering, jubilation, tears, fading away of bodily color, complete devastation, stupor, and choked voice?
bhavamoy brndabana heribo nayane
sakhira kinkori ho'ye sevibo du'jane
I will behold that spiritual abode of Vrndavana-dhama with these very eyes and, becoming the humble maidservant of a sakhi, I will serve those two Persons.
kabe narottama-saha saksat hoibe kabe
ba prarthana-rasa citte prevesibe
When will I ever be able to come into the very presence of Srila Narottama dasa Thakura, and when will the mellows he expressed in his book " Prarthana " enter into my heart?
caitanya-daser das chadi ' anya rati
karayudi ' mage aj sri-caitanya mati
Rejecting any love or attachment for anything else, this servant of the servant of Lord Caitanya begs the guru and the Vaisnavas for the blessing of devotional inclination towards Him only.
Translation
After how many days will I get the mercy of the spiritual master and the devotees, which will awaken pure love devoid of designations, in my heart?
When, oh when will my perfect spiritual body become manifest so that a confidential girlfriend of Sri Radha will show me the conjugal pastimes of the Divine Couple?
In an instant I will take on the form of a mad woman, and will rush to the kadamba forest, renouncing all of my family members.
When will I then experience the awakening of the eight sattvika ecstatic symptoms such as perspiring, shivering, jubilation, tears, fading away of bodily color, complete devastation, stupor, and choked voice?
I will behold that spiritual abode of Vrndavana-dhama with these very eyes and, becoming the humble maidservant of a sakhi, I will serve those two Persons.
When will I ever be able to come into the very presence of Srila Narottama dasa Thakura, and when will the mellows he expressed in his book " Prarthana " enter into my heart?
Rejecting any love or attachment for anything else, this servant of the servant of Lord Caitanya begs the guru and the Vaisnavas for the blessing of devotional inclination towards Him only.